scissor, paper, rock.

i hate it when my emotions starts piling up and leave me nothing but to cry and get angry. annoyed as well. seriously.

i've been sooooo sleepy and tired these past few days. groggy as well. what's happening? i'll tell you what's happening. it's PMS. PMS PMS PMS PMS. so annoying lah. i've been sleeping every 15 minutes. and having back aches. and just wanting to wax my legs. and lately, everything has been driving me crazy. even stupid little shitty papers that aren't cut in a straight line! i feel so fussy. and i'm sorry for the raise of voice lately to whom ever i had raised my voice to. i feel anxious. and paranoid.

i still don't know how to control my emotions. and i'm sorry. i do try, trust me. if i havn't been trying. i'll be bursting my lungs out with fiyaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! so for the umpteenth time, i'm sorry if i raised my voice to any of you.

so anywayyyyyyy. lately, i've been learning mandrin. from Marishka Nicol Magness & Sylvia Soon Sze Vei. :) :) and today, i greeted Encik Alias in mandrin. teeheeeeee. and today, there was seriously no point of going to school. like fo realsss to the max. i mean, i got up all groggyly and was like "DO I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL?" and felt guilty so i just went to school anyway. and we learnt KH. not much lah, because we kept on drifting off to another topic that some how lead to food. considering that we were sooooo hungry, almost anything we talked about lead us back to food. OH and by the way, only 11 people were in class today, 5 were absent and the rest had Raptai Sukan. so yeah, the class was really small and nice.

and when it was recess, Fatiah and I were soooo lazy to go down to the canteen, so we bertugas to clean the class. It was SPARKLING CLEAN, i SWEAR. (Kan Fatiah, kan?) hahaha. and i asked Afrina to buy me chocolates. so i ate them after recess. then it was BM. We just marked our books, and Encik Alias had to rush to the field. and then Pn Puteri came in, and we were like "WE WANNA WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!". Facing the fact that our class didn't have an LCD, Fatiah, Nad and I went down to 2 G and asked if we could borrow their CD and watch at 2 E, but they were like, no no no.

so we all gathered in class and kumpul-ed at one corner. Afrina, Fazlinda, Nadiah, Fatiah, Soon, Edora, Ayesha, Afiqah and myself were all just telling stories and stuff. Yeah, till 2. was from 12 - 2pm. 2 hours of conversation. PERGHHHH.

however, i got all sleepy again, and slept in the car. Once i reached home, i bathed. washed my hair, ate, watch tv and slept. woke up, ate and watched tv. and then went in my room, read a bit of my book. and slept. and woke up, read a bit more. and slept. and i woke up, read a few pages and gave up. here i am.

UGGHHH, msn is sooooo annoying. the orange thing blinks and blinks, and i get all excited thinking someone is saying hi, but it's virus. perghhh, thts why i'm rarely online.

anyway, i would just like to end this post with ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON SZE VEI,
have fun being older than meeeeeee, till a few more days. :) :)

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG AZIM ZAINAL ABIDIN.
i havn't spoken to you fo ehh very long time, yes cousin? and HOLLYYY CROWWW, you're 18.



love love,

Amalina.

i love youuuuu banyak banyak. :)